February brings to me cleaning and sorting, collecting piles to work with, sell, give-a-way, burn, recycle centre-it, bury and sometimes make the decision to save and repack. I moved like a wave through boxes that had been in storage for about 6 yrs....I danced through the STUFF that was left over from closing down soap-making for thirteen years.
I have alot of STUFF: trinkets, statues, books, old clothes, kids
clothes, more books, rocks, incense, furniture.... How can I open
new doors if I cannot even get near it cause I thought I might use
something someday or give it to someone but forgot too...or the
message from this stone said such and such...over 20 yrs ago?
Especially if I listened and carried it out; long roll up scrolls
covering a wall with drawings from journies or internal
work.....Time to let go, pleeeeease!!!
With this note out to you all, I have commited one hour per day to
dealing with STUFF. Any stuff that is hanging around. I am trying
to not burn myself out with a spasmodic attack of GET RID OF ALL
THIS SHIT! but with gentleness and honouring all this STUFF. One
clue is asking my Spirit Helpers: do you go with me further or is
it time to depart? And if it answers depart I ask how, where, who,
etc. Delegation!! And when my head says: weeeellll,
maaaaybeeee...." I know that it is time to GO!
Lighten my load, get ready for the next journey. I have often
thought this as an act of helping my loved ones, my children. When
I am dead and gone they don't have to go through this and wonder
why Mother has saved a dozen envelopes full of feathers. Actually,
they would know why...just what to do with them? And actually I
only have two envelopes of feathers. Perhaps some of this will be
packed in my suitcase as part of give-a-way in Canada, USA and
Going to make a testament that gives directions what to do with
any shamanic stuff that is leftover. Yes! to answer someone's
question: I am going to die. Someday...one of these days....and
working on that it is about forty plus years away! That is not so
Spirit said: get rid of things, lighten up: Closing doors, and
opening doors. Closing doors and of saying goodbye, farewell, we
have served each other well. Do you remember the teaching with
this? Do you remember the answer we gave? Did you take care of
what was given to you? It is time to go; no regrets and many
thanks. Make space."